in the face of love.

Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful.
Colossians 4:2

went for the acjc muse concert on sunday.its was worth my $25.totally.but i still think the sound would have been better from the higher seats of $17.anyway.haha i think my og so totally rocks.although we were kindof breaking all sorts of concert etiquette by shouting names, we still did.but of course it wasn just us la.it was from all around.haha we were like shouting random names as well la.haha.

tmr is good friday.the day Jesus Christ died for our sins on the cross.thank you for that.so much.

stress can really kill you.im a victim and a witness.okay not so much of victim but still.schoolwork nowadays is really overwhelming.and it really scares me so.

im going for westside story this saturday.i hope it'll be worth my $$.really burnt a hole in my pocket man.esp when one cant use his edusave to pay for it.

decisions, decisions, decisions.so many ideas.mostly crazy.absolutely insane.bonkers.and i want to try them all.i just hope the motivating factor's right and pleases God.and that i've the strength to accomplish them all.=D

i was just reading my journal/diary/stuff i wrote on from long ago.and i start to think back on the stuff i've done long ago.i've been doing this sort of nonsense quite often recently.bouts of insomnia.but the stuff im reading really stuns me.the kind of person i've been.absolutely horrible.and im so so ashamed.ashamed of my past.but i don't think i'll live it differently if i had a chance to.because if i did, i might not have a future im a lil proud of.friends i've made.things i've done.i've changed so much, but im not sure if its for the better or worst.then again.who has not?

Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde.

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