9Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be more mature and complete, not lacking anything.
James 1:4
Sometimes when things just go too well, one tends to question.can it really be true?and doubts and uncertainty clouds your judgement.and something happy and splendid gets ruined in the process.like you wonder, is it too good to be true?ironic, isn’t it?
i’ve been thinking a lot about stuff.i take approximately 45mins to get to school everyday, and amidst the mad rush of people, I ponder.and on the way back from school if im not traveling with friends.i think about things I don’t usually think about.like how much has changed for me over the past 10months.the friends I just made.the things I’ve done.the events I’ve been through.and among all these.i came to realize the ultimate irony of the situation I was in.the one person I don’t want to retort to is the one person who insults me the most.amazing how God works in my life.i think I’ve insulted one too many people from the day I was 12.if you’re even bothering to read this, you would know that I always give sarcastic remarks and stupid comments.to anyone and everyone.even people I’ve only met for the first time.that’s just me.and most of them know I don’t mean what I say.its my way of breaking the ice.not the best method, but its what im best at.being annoying.but there some people that I never insult, or reply them with sarcasm.a rare few.i don’t do so for certain reasons.and the reasons that I don’t insult them are not the reasons you want me to not insult you for.so if you are reading this, and you are really really pissed at me for some remark I’ve made about your hair, height, personality, habit, cca, school, or just any aspect of your life so far, don’t take it to heart okay?i really don’t mean it.i’ll let you hit me if it makes you feel better.or do you need a treat to convince you?lol nice try.but really.im sorry.
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