in the face of love.

A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit.
Matthew 7:18

I guess not.

grades are out.
i did okay.
i passed.
but it wasn fantastic.
wasn excellent.
not even close to anything that i am actually proud of.
i didn't do as well as i could have.
far from what i think i could have achieved.
really really far.
the regrets sink in.
for the failure to do the RJs.
for not turning up enough.
for slacking.
the last few weeks compared to the middle many is adequate proof.
Take the enterprise module for example.
i can get SEVEN weeks of Ds and Cs consecutively due to poor or lack of rjs and slacking attitude.
and compare it to the FIVE straight weeks of As for out-standing rjs and performances from a pure desperation to pass.
and get a 3.1 for my GPA for the module.
I just wanna cry.
I suck.

On a happier note.
i enjoyed the bbq.
i’ll blog about the seven and the bbq when i get the photos from dinie.
i enjoyed the singing session after the bbq with the mahjong gang.
i enjoyed the walkathon down orchard road at 4am in the morning.
i enjoyed playing cards outside a closed café cartel.
thanks guys.
I love w34k.

went for invention in the evening with josh, becks and grace.
its rather cool considering it’s the dep students’ examination.
had a hpps reunion on the mrt.
freaky to find its really really really such a small world.
went to play pool for awhile before dragging myself home for r&r.
not that I actually did any though.
im still sitting here typing this nonsense.

And on a even happier note.
i’ve managed a reasonable douqin on the piano.
for those cave dwellers, its one of the piece from jay chou’s secret.
and I’ve also managed a few others.
this is what too much time on your hands does to you.

That’s all.

and a few things to add.
im aiming for a better GPA next sem.
no more slacking.
no more poor or lack of rjs.
more effort from sheer determination.
I know I can do it.

i havn found a answer which has satisfied my curiousity with regards to the subject I’ve been thinking about for the past few months.
im still searching.

its over.at least on one side till I find the answer to my killer queries.
i just think love stories are just so one-sided.
maybe its just me.
im weird.

anyways.

Glory to the highest.

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